NOW THAT YOU HAVE WON AND I HAVE BEEN FINANCIALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY CRUSHED: WHAT'S UP?

THE FACT THAT I OWNED MY OWN HOME, WHICH I PURCHASED ON MY OWN, MADE MY OBJECTIONS TO LOSSES I HAD BEEN FORCED TO ENDURE WITHOUT A PROPER REMEDY SEEM TO BE NEUROTIC AND GREEDY WHEN I HAD SO MUCH, I STILL HAD MY HOUSE. EXCEPT THAT BY 2000, MY EX-WIFE AND MY MOTHER'S EXPLOITATION OF ME AND THEFT FROM ME LEFT ME WITH NO CASH AND MORE THAN $230,000 TAKEN FROM MY INHERITED MONEY.

WHEN I PURCHASED THE FIRST HOUSE ON THIS PROPERTY I HAD FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO IT MOSTLY USING MYSELF AS LABOR AND SOME FAMILY DERIVED MONEY TO FINISH IT AND THEN SELLING MY INVENTORY OF FINISHED JEWELRY TO PAY OFF THE $30K MORTGAGE. 

WHAT I DID NOT REALIZE WAS THAT INTEREST RATES HAD GONE WAY UP AND PROBABLY NO BANK WOULD HAVE GIVEN ME A MORTGAGE ANYWAY. I DID NOT KNOW IT THEN, BUT IT WAS IMPERATIVE THAT I PAY OFF THE MORTGAGE AND THEN GET A JOB.

I HAD SUCCEEDED IN PRODUCING A NO MORTGAGE HOME BUT I HAD NO POSSESSIONS AND I HAD USED UP ANY POSSIBLE STARTING A BUSINESS MONEY MY AUNT OR MY UNCLE WOULD HAVE PROVIDED. THERE WAS A LOT OF WORK TO DO AT THE NEW HOUSE AND ON THE GROUNDS  AROUND IT. I WOULD HAVE TO QUIT DRIVING SIX DAYS A WEEK TO VICTORIA. I HAD NO IDEA WHEN I TOOK THE CAR SALES JOB THAT I WOULD WORK TIL 9:30 PM UP TO THREE NIGHTS PER WEEK AND WITH ONE SATURDAY PER MONTH OFF. I HAD TO QUIT.

AS I WORKED AWAY, WITHOUT PAY, HERE AT OTTER POINT I BEGAN TO HAVE THE RUNS AND EVEN TO VOMIT.

THEN MY EX-WIFE DEMANDED HER "MAJOR BUSINESS SHE OPERATED" AND I ENDED UP IN DEBT AND BACK TO SIX LONG DAYS AND DRIVING TO VICTORIA.

I BECAME TOTALLY FATIGUED AND I WORKED LIKE AN AUTOMATON. I WAS THE DEBTOR TO MY FAMILY AND THE UNPAID SLAVE OF MY WIFE AMD WITHOUT REALIZING IT HAPPENED I BECAME FINANCIALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY CRUSHED.

THEN THERE WAS THE DECEMBER 21  1986 CAR CRASH AND I WAS EVEN MORE CRUSHED, INTO A STATE OF FUGUE. 

IN RETROSPECT, RETROSPECTING, I FEEL DEFEATED IN THE PURSUIT OF MY PROJECTS AND AIMS. I FEEL MORE CRUSHED THAN I EVER FELT. I HAVE PROPERTY: MY HOME WAS CONSTANTLY RAIDED, I FEEL CRUSHED, I DO NOT FEEL RELAXED. I INHERITED ENOUGH MONEY AT AGE 55, IN 2001 TO BUY THE ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENTS IN VICTORIA BUT THAT WAS MADE TO BE NO MORE THAN AN INVESTMENT. MY APARTMENT BUILDING WAS A SCENE WHERE THE ALF TOONE COOP WON IN 2001 FAKE 911, AND POLICE AND BY-LAW COOPERATING WITH THEM AND I HAVE BEEN DEFEATED AND CRUSHED EVER SINCE.

PUT THE BLAME RIGHT ON ME

 

MEN TOO

Men are documented as committing nearly all Violent Criminal Offences. I am disabled and not one of those Men. The statistical opinion ignores the Sociology of Crime which would include motivating and getting groups of people together, making a Fake 911 Call or false report to Authorities to intimidate a victim or creating deliberate economic or social damage for the victim. These are secondary and proxy criminal offences and terrorize citizens or in my case, cause Tonic Immobility Collapse.

PUT THE BLAME RIGHT ON ME

June 28, 2022

PUT THE BLAME RIGHT ON ME.

EVERY SINGLE THING WHICH HAPPENS IS  PRESENTED TO ME AS SOMETHING WHICH "YOU CHOSE" AS IF I CREATED EVERY NEGATIVE FACTOR WHICH I SAY I DID NOT CREATE AND WAS DAMAGED BY AND WHICH I BITTERLY RESENT.

IT IS PUT TO ME THAT EACH AND EVERY DISABILITY DISENFRANCHISEMENT OR DAMAGE TO MY PROPERTY YOU COULD FILL IT IN COULD SO SIMPLY AND EASILY BE REVERSED. OR BY IGNORING THE DISABILITY AND ITS CAUSATION AND TAKING A PILL OR TAKING UP WEIGHT LIFTING WHEN I DECLARE I CAN NOT CARRY 20 LBS. THAT WOULD MAKE IT LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED AND IF YOU WOULD HAVE LIFTED WEIGHTS RIGHT AFTER THE ACCIDENT YOU WOULD BE SO STRONG THAT THE BACK INJURY WOULD NOT BOTHER YOU AT ALL. IT IS ALL YOUR OWN FAULT. HEE HEE.  THERE IS NO DOUBT BACK AND NECK INJURY BUT IT IS THE SHELLSHOCK'S SWAYBACK THAT CREATES BACK INJURY LIKE DISABILITY AND INABILITY TO LIFT OR CARRY A WEIGHT OVER 20 POUNDS.

VIRTUAL PARALYSIS, COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY AND TONIC IMMOBILITY ARE NOT ACTUALLY BACK INJURY.

I AM TOLD THAT I SHOULD SUBMIT TO AUTHORITY AND ALLOW THEM TO ROAM MY PROPERTY LOOKING FOR A VIOLATION OF SOME EXACTING OVER REGULATION. 

THE LAST TIME THIS HAPPENED IT COST $5000 TO MEET THEIR DEMANDS. MICROFICHE HAD FADED AND THEY MADE ME APPLY FOR A NEW PERMIT FOR THE TOWER AND PUT IN A NEW WEAKER ELECTRICAL POWER DUAL INPUT DESPITE THE EXISTING LINES HAVING BEEN PERMITTED AND INSTALLED BY A GOOD LICENSED HIGHLY EXPERIENCED ELECTRICIAN. IT COST $5000.  

I AM TOLD I COULD LEAVE MY PROPERTY ANYTIME AND GO LIVE IN A CONDOMINIUM IN VICTORIA. WHAT ABOUT MUSIC PRACTICE, MY MARIJUANA USE, MY CATS, AND THE REDNECKS FROM UP THE ROAD STRIP HOMES OF COPPER. IT IS TOO DAMNED VALUABLE OF A THING TO JUST LEAVE THERE IN THAT HOUSE.

WHAT ABOUT THE LIEN FOR $0 OF UNPAID CHILD SUPPORT WHICH MY EX-WIFE LODGED AGAINST MY HOUSE AND LAND AFTER SHE WAS PAID AND AGREED TO GO AWAY FOREVER TWICE. TWICE. SHE AND HER LAWYER TYLER LUCCIES REFUSED TO RECOGNIZE HER FIRST, EXACTLY AS DEMANDED DIVORCE SETTLEMENT.

THE LIEN WOULD MEAN THAT THE HOUSE I ENTIRELY PAID FOR SOLO, THAT MY EX-WIFE OVER BORROWED ON COSTING ME ANOTHER $300K, AND SHE WAS PAID FOR TWICE IN DIVORCE SETTLEMENTS, IF IT WAS SOLD WOULD BE SUBJECT TO A DEMAND FOR ABOUT $450K, HALF OF THE INCREASE IN MY PROPERTY'S VALUE. 

I COULD NOT LEAVE THE HOUSE, THE THIEVES UP THE ROAD, NOR RENT IT BECAUSE BETTY OR TRIXIE WOULD NO DOUBT FIND A WAY TO SEND HER POLICE HELPERS. HER CROOK LAWYER HAS POLICE ON A STRING, I THINK ALL CORRUPT LAWYERS HAVE POLICE WHO ARE HABITUALLY COERCED TO AID THEIR CLAIMS.

I AM TOLD THAT SOMEONE MAKES A FAKE 911 CALL OR TRESPASSES AND I "GET MY ASS KICKED AFTER I HAVE STARTED TROUBLE". REALLY, BY TRYING TO FIND OUT THE FIRST THING YOU WOULD HAVE TO KNOW TO REDRESS THE FALSEHOOD, OR TO KNOW WHO HAD  DAMAGED PROPERTY:

 WHO WAS IT THAT DID IT?

I HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO IDENTIFY ANYONE WHO BROKE THE LAW HERE AT MY HOUSE OR AT THE ROCKCLIFFE NOR AT THE POLICE STATION, NOR IN COURT.

THERE IS A UP TO 100 FOOT WIDE DITCH 17 FEET DEEP, WHICH DESTROYS MY PROPERTY. WHEN I SEE IT I THINK I BEGIN TO COLLAPSE AND THEN HAVE TONIC IMMOBILITY, COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY, SHELLSHOCK.

1979, THIS IS VERY MUCH WHAT THE MEADOW LOOKED LIKE WHEN I BOUGHT LOT A ON OTTER POINT ROAD.

THIS IS THE DITCH WHICH MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE TO GET AROUND MY ONLY FLAT, GENTLY SLOPING LAND. IT IS HARD TO SEE UNLESS YOU SEE IT IN PERSON, OR WALK-SCRAMBLE DOWN ITS HUNDREDS OF FEET OF:

MY ENFANT TERRIBLE, WHO THINKS THE TRUCKER CONVOY WAS THE RIGHT ACTION TO TAKE, SAYS HE DOES NOT KNOW WHAT I AM COMPLAINING ABOUT:

The bus parked in the driveway, can be seen on the bank of the ditch, see it. Remember the bus is way down from the original ground, as pictured earlier. THE UPPER LINE WAS THE ORIGINAL GROUND LEVEL.

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Ditch in the foreground.

"YOU COULD EASILY FILL IN THE DITCH". HE SAYS. "THAT WOULD BE ILLEGAL'' I SAID. "I NEVER WORRY ABOUT THAT" HE SAID. I HAD FILED A WATER ACTION AND WROTE THAT I KNEW THIS WAS A NEW WATERCOURSE. WHAT ABOUT THE WILDLIFE THAT LIVES IN THE DITCH CREEK NOW. HOW WOULD THE CULVERT NECESSARY NOT PLUG UP AND THEN FLOOD MY HOUSE DOWN IN THE HOLE THE SAME REDNECKS DUG AND THEN COERCED MY WIFE'S CONTRACTOR TO BUILD MY NICE HOUSE I DESIGNED IN. 

THE NEXT TIME I AM TOLD "YOU CHOSE" THERE HAS TO BE SOME SORT OF MEANINGFUL UNDERSTANDING CREATED THAT THE BLATHERING JEERER WILL NOT FORGET AND GIVE ME T

MEN TOO DRAWS ITS NAME FROM THE WOMEN'S "ME TOO" MOVEMENT WHERE WOMEN ARE DISCREDITED IF THEY DID NOT COMPLAIN EARLY AND OFTEN; THIS IS A PRUDENT AND LAWFUL POLICY. I AM NOT CREDITED FOR MY EARLY AND OFTEN COMPLAINTS AND MY PERSISTENT COMPLAINTS AND LAWFUL DEMANDS FOR REMEDY. INSTEAD I AM CONDEMNED AND TOLD TO FORGET WHAT HAPPENED.

"MEN TOO" DRAWS ITS NAME FROM THE WOMEN'S "ME TOO" MOVEMENT WHERE WOMEN ARE DISCREDITED IF THEY DID NOT COMPLAIN EARLY AND OFTEN; THIS IS A PRUDENT AND LAWFUL POLICY. I AM NOT CREDITED FOR MY EARLY AND OFTEN COMPLAINTS AND MY PERSISTENT COMPLAINTS AND DEMANDS FOR REMEDY. INSTEAD, I AM CRITICIZED, CONDEMNED AND TOLD TO "FORGET IT".

Thursday 20 July 2023

IT WAS RIGHT TO CONTACT EVERY POSSIBLE AGENCY, SUPERIOR, MINISTRY AND POLITICIAN DEMANDING TO KNOW WHO WAS ON MY PROPERTY OR WHO MADE A FAKE 911 CALL IN CONCERT WITH MY EX-WIFE'S CONSPIRACY TO CAUSE ME TO BE FALSELY IMPRISONED SO SHE AND HER LAWYER TYLER LUCCIES COULD SEIZE MY HOME

THE OFFICES OF THE FREEDOM OF INFORMATION SERVICE OF CANADA.

I HAVE BEEN VERY DISPLEASED THAT I COULD NOT GET TO IDENTIFY MANY OF THE TRESPASSERS AND FAKE 911 CALLERS.

I MAY HAVE CREATED A BODY OF EVIDENCE ABOUT CO-CONSPIRATORS.

THE LATEST WORD ABOUT CONSPIRACY IS THAT IT IS NOT NECESSARY TO KNOW WHO DID IT, JUST THAT SOMEONE DID WHAT WAS DONE TO PROVE THAT DAMAGE WAS DONE BY THE CONSPIRACY WHICH WAS CREATED TO DAMAGE ME.

I WAS CONFRONTED BY MY EX-WIFE WHO VOLUNTARILY DECLARED ABOUT MANY ASPECTS OF HER PLANS TO DAMAGE ME, HOW MUCH SHE WANTED TO DAMAGE ME AND HOW SHE WOULD DO IT. I THINK SHE WAS TRYING TO FRIGHTEN AND INTIMIDATE ME INTO "SIGN OVER ALL YOUR ASSETS OR I WILL SAY YOU ABUSED ME". "MY LAWYER AND I KNOW ABOUT YOUR NECK AND YOUR BACK AND WE ARE GOING TO PUT DO MUCH PRESSURE ON YOU THAT YOUR NECK AND YOUR BACK WILL GO AND THEN YOU WILL DO SOMETHING YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO GET OUT OF".

CO-CONSPIRATORS CAME IN WAVES FOR DECADES TRYING TO IMPLEMENT MY EX- WIFE AND HER LAWYER'S PLAN TO PROVOKE ME AND THEN IMPRISON ME.

MOTHER GRIFTER CONDITIONED HER CHILDREN TO GRIFT ME TO.

MY GRIFTER MOTHER CONDITIONED HER CHILDREN TO GRIFT ME TOO. 

IT BEGAN WITH AN EXTREMELY CRUEL ACT. MY MOTHER EMPTIED MY BANK ACCOUNT OF $479. I WAS 16, IN 1962.

THIS WAS FROM MANY YEARS OF MY RELATIVES GIFTS TO ME. I ATTENDED UNIVERSITY PENNILESS, AS ONE OF THE POOREST MEN ON CAMPUS.

I WAS IN DIRE STRAIGHTS IN 1964, LIVING, SHARING A ROOM IN A FREEZING TENEMENT IN FREDERICTON NB. I HAD OATMEAL POACHED EGGS AND TOAST FOR BREAKFAST AND FOR SUPPER I WOULD HAVE A LUNCH MEAT SANDWICH.

I WAS GOING TO BE SAVED ON THE 31st OF JANUARY 1964, ON MY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY, BECAUSE GRANDPA COLLARD HAD LEFT ME A TRUST FUND. 

MY MOTHER STOLE MY MAIL, AS USUAL, AND SAID "YOU ARE UNDER MY AUTHORITY AND YOU ARE NOT GETTING IT". MOTHER ALSO TOOK ALL OF MY 18TH BIRTHDAY GIFT CHECKS AS WELL.

I WENT RIGHT ON FREEZING AND STARVING UNTIL I FINISHED THE YEAR AT UNIVERSITY AND I WAS SENT TO THE CNR BUNK CARS AND THE GANG KITCHEN. 

WHAT MOTHER DID WITH MY MONEY:

I recalculated how much $10K or $14K  (It was a $10K trust fund I was told but it may have been $14K at maturity.In 1964). In 1981 each of the three of us Collard siblings, myself, Andrew and Joanne,

was given $10 K, deducting that, Mother had $60K or $88 K of my money by keeping my paternal Grandfather`s bequest to me, which I calculated using the historical interest rates from 1964  to 1984 with 

interest to be $70K to $98K. The money my Mother lent for my ex-wife's business was entirely my money. Mother used that fraud to collect $229K from 3 of my inheritances. In addition I was extorted by Mother.  

I had to pay $475 per month as I raised 3 children. If I did not pay I would be disinherited from my Father's money. Everything I had was burnt in 1980. I never got a decent car or decent clothes and shoes til my Aunt Annette helped me to buy clothes in 1991. From 1980 to 2001 I was unable to buy myself anything, I scrounged newspapers, ate really cheap Chinese food and I slept in my car when I was in Vancouver.

It is well known that I will never lie. Mother kept everything when she could steal my MAIL AND CASH THE CHECK, and made me pay $475 per month to her, for her, ( added to the $3M my Father had earned),

to put in her bank account. My ex-wife Betty spent all money that was spent, I spent nothing on myself. 

Meanwhile Mother, Joanne, Betty and Andrew hid my inheritance from my Uncle Albert, as much as $1M 

and his stone house and its acre in Lachine, near Montreal. He did not even get a thank you and I never got a cent from that inheritance, everyone else, even my cousin Sandra and her child, got a $70 K share.

The fraud and the theft and the extortion kept me impoverished despite my working up to 70 hours per week during one of my longest periods of not being virtually paralyzed. 

IT WAS HORRIBLE, AS I COULD NOT ADVANCE MY MUSIC CAREER FOR MANY YEARS, AND I WAS ALWAYS BROKE.

THERE IS A CONSTANT AGGITATION OVER ABNORMAL RIGHTS.

THERE IS A CONSTANT AGITATION OVER ABNORMAL RIGHTS.

I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHY THE RIGHTS AND AIMS AND DESIRES I HARBORED HAD TO BE SACRIFICED.PROBABLY MOST MEN HAVE MANY OF THE SAME BASIC REQUIREMENTS TO BE HAPPY. 

I COULD NOT KEEP WHAT WAS MINE OR WHAT I INHERITED AND I HAD COMPROMISED INORDINATELY TO SATISFY MY EX-WIFE'S DEMANDS AND I RECEIVED NOTHING IN RESPONSE.

WHAT RIGHTS SHOULD FAMILY SUPPORTING MEN HAVE HAD?

THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS FROM A MAN'S VIEWPOINT. THERE MAY WELL BE A SIGNIFICANT NUMBER OF ISOLATED FRIENDLESS WOMEN AS WELL.

THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS FROM A MAN'S VIEWPOINT, AND SPECIFICALLY FROM MY EXPERIENCE. 

THE STATISTICAL DATA INDICATES THAT ONE HALF OF MEN NOT IN A ROMANTIC OR MARRIED RELATIONSHIP HAVE NO FRIENDS.

October 03, 2023

IT IS MY CONTENTION THAT WOMEN CAUSED THIS TO HAPPEN BY HAMPERING AND ISOLATING AND DEMONIZING MEN. 

WHEN I HEADED OFF TO UNIVERSITY AT THE AGE OF SIXTEEN, MY MOTHER REFUSED TO PAY THE $75 PER YEAR MORE FOR THE HEAVILY SUBSIDIZED ROOM AND BOARD AT THE LORD BEAVERBROOK RESIDENCE FOR YOUNG MEN JUST OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL WITH SINGLE ROOMS, A SUPPORT STAFF AND SOCIAL ACTIVITIES FOR THE TEENAGE MEN. 

INSTEAD I WAS TO SHARE A ROOM WITH A 35 YEAR OLD TRINIDADIAN IN A SPARTAN AND UNSERVICED RESIDENCE FOR OLDER AND FOREIGN STUDENTS.

AT THE BEAVERBROOK, THERE WERE MEN OF MY OWN AGE TO MAKE THE FRIENDS AND CONTACTS FOR A LIFETIME WHICH ARE MADE AT UNIVERSITY.

SHORTLY AFTER I WAS MARRIED MY EX-WIFE PUT SUCH A BURDEN ONTO ME THAT I WAS UNABLE TO REMAIN IN CONTACT WITH THE MANY FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES I HAS IN VANCOUVER BC.

AS MY EX-WIFE WAS DIVORCING ME 12 YEARS LATER SHE ACTUALLY RAN AROUND SAYING "CUT HIM OFF FROM HIS FRIENDS, LINDON NEEDS PEOPLE".

WITHOUT PROVOCATION OR MY DOING ANYTHING BUT WORKING TO SAVE OUR HOME, TRIXIE OR BETTY SAID "SIGN OVER ALL YOUR ASSETS OR I WILL SAY YOU ABUSED ME" AND "MY LAWYER HAS TAUGHT ME HOW TO USE THE POLICE".

I HARDLY EVER MADE IT TO VANCOUVER TO PURSUE MY ART WRITING AND MUSIC  AND BUSINESS AFTER THAT. THE LOCAL POLICE, THE SOOKE RCMP, STARTED BY INFORMING VANCOUVER AND VICTORIA POLICE TO "FIND ANYTHING TO CHARGE ME WITH AND TO APPREHEND ME". 

THEN WHEN I WAS AWAY IN LONDON ENGLAND PURSUING MY MUSIC CAREER THE POLICE, BY-LAW AND SHERIFFS RIED TO SEIZE MY HOUSE "FOR MY EX-WIFE'S FUTURE SUPPORT". 

THE POLICE AND BY-LAW KEPT ON COMING FOR 25 YEARS, ABOUT SIXTY OR MORE TIMES. NO ONE EVER WANTED TO STAY HERE ALONE WITH ME GONE.

I BOUGHT THE ROCKCLIFFE IN 2001,  PLANNING TO HAVE A FREE SECONDARY RESIDENCE THERE, IN VICTORIA SO I COULD FIND FRIENDS AND EVEN COLLABORATORS FOR MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC AND A GIRLFRIEND AS WELL.

THE ALF TOONE DIRECTORS WERE AT MY NEW HOME AWAY FROM HOME WITH THE VICTORIA POLICE RIGHT AWAY. THEY CALLED AUTHORITIES AGAIN AND AGAIN FOR SIXTEEN YEARS AND EVEN SENDING THEM OUT HERE TO OTTER POINT. I DID NOTHING BUT TRY TO TEND TO MY BUSINESS AND CONTINUE WITH MY ART WRITING, MUSIC, COMPOSING AND VISDEOGRAPHY. I BEGAN TO COLLAPSE WITHIN A FEW MONTHS OF OWNING THE ROCKCLIFFE WHEN I WENT THERE AND I CONTINUED TO COLLAPSE WHEN THE POLICE AND BY-LAW CAME TO OTTER POINT RESPONDING TO FAKE 911 CALLS.

ALL OF THIS HAMPERING WHICH STOPPED ME FROM HAVING ANY FRIENDS AND SOCIAL OR ARTISTIC CONNECTIONS WAS A CONTINUATION OF MY EX-WIFE'S CONSPIRACY WITH HER LAWYER TYLER LUCCIES AND THE SOOKE RCMP TO MAKE LIFE HERE SO HORRENDOUS THAT I WOULD LEAVE MY HOME HERE AT OTTER POINT, IT WOULD BE SOLD AND BETTY OR TRIXIE WOULD GET MORE OF MY MONEY.

I HAVE THE DISTINCT IMPRESSION THAT WE MEN ARE HELD RESPONSIBLE TO HAVE CAUSED OUR FRIENDLESSNESS, BUT IN MY CASE, WOMEN CAUSED THIS.

ANOTHER ASPECT OF THIS ISOLATION WAS THAT DURING RELATIONSHIPS MY MATES WOULD BEGIN TO BECOME COLD AND INSULAR AND TO HAVE NO MORE MEANINGFUL CONTACT WITH ME.

SOMEONE HAS MADE THIS INTO A COLD CRUEL ISOLATED WORLD FOR ME. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO FRIENDS THANKS TO A LIFETIME OF DITZKRIEG WAR AGAINST ANYTHING I WANTED TO DO OR NEEDED FOR MY PERSONAL AIMS TO BE ACHIEVED.

FINANCIAL DAMAGE NEVER GOES AWAY.THE LOUSY LIFE IT CAUSES REMAINS IN MY MEMORY AND STILL AFFECTS ME TODAY. 

ABOUT THE PERMANENT NATURE OF REVERSALS OF FORTUNE.

I HAD MY "DAY JOB" (AFTERNOONS) UNTIL 1970 AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD AND THEN MY DAY JOB, 1974 TO 1979 AT ADVANCED METHOD JEWELRY MANUFACTURING. 

I WAS ALWAYS WORKING AT DEVELOPING MY WRITING, ART AND MUSIC PROJECTS.

A NUMBER OF REVERSALS OF FORTUNE OCCURRED, INJURY AND JOB LOSS, THE UNLAWFUL EVICTION FROM MY "PERMANENT RENTAL" WITH THE BC DEVELOPMENT CORPORATION.

THEN THERE WAS THE THEFT AND ARSON WHERE I MOVED TO AT OTTER POINT.

I WAS REVERSED OUT OF ALL OF THE AVENUES TO EVEN JUST BEING ABLE TO SUSTAIN A HOME AND MY FAMILY.

I LOST SIGHT OF THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT MOVING FORWARD ALONG ANY OF THE AVENUES TO SUCCESS WHICH I HAD WORKED AT AS I STRUGGLED TO REMAIN SOLVENT AND I TRIED TO BUY ANOTHER HOUSE WHICH WOULD BE IN VICTORIA NEAR WHERE I WAS WORKING.

WELL THROW ME INTO REVERSE AGAIN: I WAS ORDERED TO REBUILD ON THE SAME PROPERTY BY THE INSURANCE COMPANY AND THEN I WAS FORCED TO CREATE A NEW HOUSE SITE BY THE CRD. 

I HAVE ARRIVED AT THE END RESULT WHICH IS A LIFETIME OF MOSTLY NEGATIVE DISPOSABLE CASH FLOW AND A WHOLE LOT OF SITTING AROUND WITH NOTHING PLEASANT TO DO AND NO ONE PLEASANT AROUND HERE TO TALK TO AND AN ABSOLUTE WASTELAND, DEVOID OF INTERESTING EXPERIENCES, WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUT.

or in my case, cause Tonic Immobility Collapse.

COMPARE THE STUDENT DEBT WHICH MANY PEOPLE ARE OVERWHELMED BY TO THE DEBT MY EX-WIFE GENERATED FOR ME.

June 30, 2023

STUDENTS ARE WAILING ABOUT THEIR TYPICALLY THIRTY THOUSAND DOLLAR STUDENT DEBT. 

MY EX-WIFE FORCED ME INTO $500,000. OF DEBT IN THE EARLY 1980'S. THAT WOULD BE $1,500,000. IN TODAY'S DOLLARS MULTIPLYING FOR INFLATION.

I REALLY DO THINK THAT IN MANY WAYS, RELATING TO GOLD PRICES AND REAL ESTATE PRICES THE $500,000. WOULD BE THE EQUIVALENT OF $3,000,000.

THIS CREATED PERSONAL POVERTY COUPLED WITH ONLY HARD LOW PAID LABOR FOR ME FOR LIFE. 

I DO OWN A LOT OF REAL ESTATE, MY HOME AT OTTER POINT WHICH I HAD BEFORE 1980. MY WIFE BORROWED MY FATHER'S MONEY FROM MY MOTHER SECURED BY MY HOUSE SO IT COST ME A LOT OF INHERITED MONEY IN 2000. (Edit May 10 2024: 2024 In 1964 my Mother took my $10K to $14K trust fund which would have been $60K to $88k by 1984 when my Mother allegedly gave my ex-wife business loan my Father's money, but Mother had more than the amount lent out, $47.5K, Mother and Father had $70K or $80K of my money.)  I HAVE OTHER REAL ESTATE WHICH I PURCHASED WITH INHERITED MONEY AFTER I WAS 55 YEARS OLD IN 2001.

STILL, THE PERSONAL POVERTY AFFECTS ME AS THE REAL ESTATE ABSORBS ALL MY EARNINGS AS  EXPENSES AND TAXES.  

THE 1980'S BEGAN WITH MY CONTINUING TO FINISH THE FIRST HOME AT OTTER POINT, RUNNING OUT OF MONEY AND TAKING A JOB IN VICTORIA SELLING CARS.

THE 80'S RIPENED INTO A TOTAL LOSS OF ALL MY POSSESSIONS BY ARSON AND MY HAVING TO BUILD A NEW HOME.

I WOULD HAVE BEEN DEBT FREE AS SOON AS I SOLD MY JEWELRY INVENTORY.

THERE WAS A COMBINATION OF THEFT AND ARSON WHICH ELIMINATED MY INVENTORY, DESTROYED MY TOOLS AND MY INSTRUMENTS AND ALL THE KID'S FURNISHINGS AND CLOTHING I HAD FOR THE FUTURE AND BURNT UP THE HOUSE.

I WAS NOT IN DEBT AFTER THE FIRE INSURANCE PAID FOR THE HOUSE BUT I BELIEVE I WAS CHEATED OUT OF MY "REPLACEMENT" INSURANCE.

THEN MY EX-WIFE BEGAN DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE LARGER HOUSE THAN I COULD AFFORD SHE DEMANDED I BUILD REQUIRED EVERYTHING I HAD PLUS $30,000 MORE FROM MY UNCLE AND MY AUNT.

I HAD NO CLOTHES OR SHOES EXCEPT FOR A COUPLE OF CAR SALES OUTFITS.

THEN THE IMPOSITION OF UNWANTED DEBT BEGAN POWERED BY DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE THREAT TO DISINHERIT ME FROM MY FATHER'S ASSETS.

MY EX-WIFE PUT ME INTO DEBT FOR A TOTAL OF OVER $500,000. INCLUDING THE EXTORTION COLLECTED AT $1500 TO $1800 PER MONTH FOR SIXTEEN YEARS, WHICH I HAD TO EARN AT HARD LOW PAID LABOR. I GOT ONLY GROCERIES AFTER I PAID MY EXTORTION PAYMENTS.