Tuesday, October 3, 2023

THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS FROM A MAN'S VIEWPOINT. THERE MAY WELL BE A SIGNIFICANT NUMBER OF ISOLATED FRIENDLESS WOMEN AS WELL.

THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS FROM A MAN'S VIEWPOINT, AND SPECIFICALLY FROM MY EXPERIENCE. 

THE STATISTICAL DATA INDICATES THAT ONE HALF OF MEN NOT IN A ROMANTIC OR MARRIED RELATIONSHIP HAVE NO FRIENDS.






IT IS MY CONTENTION THAT WOMEN CAUSED THIS TO HAPPEN BY HAMPERING AND ISOLATING AND DEMONIZING MEN. 


WHEN I HEADED OFF TO UNIVERSITY AT THE AGE OF SIXTEEN, MY MOTHER REFUSED TO PAY THE $75 PER YEAR MORE FOR THE HEAVILY SUBSIDIZED ROOM AND BOARD AT THE LORD BEAVERBROOK RESIDENCE FOR YOUNG MEN JUST OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL WITH SINGLE ROOMS, A SUPPORT STAFF AND SOCIAL ACTIVITIES FOR THE TEENAGE MEN. 


INSTEAD I WAS TO SHARE A ROOM WITH A 35 YEAR OLD TRINIDADIAN IN A SPARTAN AND UNSERVICED RESIDENCE FOR OLDER AND FOREIGN STUDENTS.


AT THE BEAVERBROOK, THERE WERE MEN OF MY OWN AGE TO MAKE THE FRIENDS AND CONTACTS FOR A LIFETIME WHICH ARE MADE AT UNIVERSITY.


SHORTLY AFTER I WAS MARRIED MY EX-WIFE PUT SUCH A BURDEN ONTO ME THAT I WAS UNABLE TO REMAIN IN CONTACT WITH THE MANY FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES I HAS IN VANCOUVER BC.


AS MY EX-WIFE WAS DIVORCING ME 12 YEARS LATER SHE ACTUALLY RAN AROUND SAYING "CUT HIM OFF FROM HIS FRIENDS, LINDON NEEDS PEOPLE".


WITHOUT PROVOCATION OR MY DOING ANYTHING BUT WORKING TO SAVE OUR HOME, TRIXIE OR BETTY SAID "SIGN OVER ALL YOUR ASSETS OR I WILL SAY YOU ABUSED ME" AND "MY LAWYER HAS TAUGHT ME HOW TO USE THE POLICE".


I HARDLY EVER MADE IT TO VANCOUVER TO PURSUE MY ART WRITING AND MUSIC  AND BUSINESS AFTER THAT. THE LOCAL POLICE, THE SOOKE RCMP, STARTED BY INFORMING VANCOUVER AND VICTORIA POLICE TO "FIND ANYTHING TO CHARGE ME WITH AND TO APPREHEND ME". 


THEN WHEN I WAS AWAY IN LONDON ENGLAND PURSUING MY MUSIC CAREER THE POLICE, BY-LAW AND SHERIFFS RIED TO SEIZE MY HOUSE "FOR MY EX-WIFE'S FUTURE SUPPORT". 


THE POLICE AND BY-LAW KEPT ON COMING FOR 25 YEARS, ABOUT SIXTY OR MORE TIMES. NO ONE EVER WANTED TO STAY HERE ALONE WITH ME GONE.


I BOUGHT THE ROCKCLIFFE IN 2001,  PLANNING TO HAVE A FREE SECONDARY RESIDENCE THERE, IN VICTORIA SO I COULD FIND FRIENDS AND EVEN COLLABORATORS FOR MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC AND A GIRLFRIEND AS WELL.


THE ALF TOONE DIRECTORS WERE AT MY NEW HOME AWAY FROM HOME WITH THE VICTORIA POLICE RIGHT AWAY. THEY CALLED AUTHORITIES AGAIN AND AGAIN FOR SIXTEEN YEARS AND EVEN SENDING THEM OUT HERE TO OTTER POINT. I DID NOTHING BUT TRY TO TEND TO MY BUSINESS AND CONTINUE WITH MY ART WRITING, MUSIC, COMPOSING AND VISDEOGRAPHY. I BEGAN TO COLLAPSE WITHIN A FEW MONTHS OF OWNING THE ROCKCLIFFE WHEN I WENT THERE AND I CONTINUED TO COLLAPSE WHEN THE POLICE AND BY-LAW CAME TO OTTER POINT RESPONDING TO FAKE 911 CALLS.


ALL OF THIS HAMPERING WHICH STOPPED ME FROM HAVING ANY FRIENDS AND SOCIAL OR ARTISTIC CONNECTIONS WAS A CONTINUATION OF MY EX-WIFE'S CONSPIRACY WITH HER LAWYER TYLER LUCCIES AND THE SOOKE RCMP TO MAKE LIFE HERE SO HORRENDOUS THAT I WOULD LEAVE MY HOME HERE AT OTTER POINT, IT WOULD BE SOLD AND BETTY OR TRIXIE WOULD GET MORE OF MY MONEY.


I HAVE THE DISTINCT IMPRESSION THAT WE MEN ARE HELD RESPONSIBLE TO HAVE CAUSED OUR FRIENDLESSNESS, BUT IN MY CASE, WOMEN CAUSED THIS.


ANOTHER ASPECT OF THIS ISOLATION WAS THAT DURING RELATIONSHIPS MY MATES WOULD BEGIN TO BECOME COLD AND INSULAR AND TO HAVE NO MORE MEANINGFUL CONTACT WITH ME.


SOMEONE HAS MADE THIS INTO A COLD CRUEL ISOLATED WORLD FOR ME. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO FRIENDS THANKS TO A LIFETIME OF DITZKRIEG WAR AGAINST ANYTHING I WANTED TO DO OR NEEDED FOR MY PERSONAL AIMS TO BE ACHIEVED.

Tuesday, August 15, 2023

Financial damage never goes away. The lousy life it causes remains in my memory and still affects me today.

FINANCIAL DAMAGE NEVER GOES AWAY.THE LOUSY LIFE IT CAUSES REMAINS IN MY MEMORY AND STILL AFFECTS ME TODAY. 

ABOUT THE PERMANENT NATURE OF REVERSALS OF FORTUNE.

I HAD MY "DAY JOB" (AFTERNOONS) UNTIL 1970 AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD AND THEN MY DAY JOB, 1974 TO 1979 AT ADVANCED METHOD JEWELRY MANUFACTURING. 


I WAS ALWAYS WORKING AT DEVELOPING MY WRITING, ART AND MUSIC PROJECTS.


A NUMBER OF REVERSALS OF FORTUNE OCCURRED, INJURY AND JOB LOSS, THE UNLAWFUL EVICTION FROM MY "PERMANENT RENTAL" WITH THE BC DEVELOPMENT CORPORATION.





THEN THERE WAS THE THEFT AND ARSON WHERE I MOVED TO AT OTTER POINT.



I WAS REVERSED OUT OF ALL OF THE AVENUES TO EVEN JUST BEING ABLE TO SUSTAIN A HOME AND MY FAMILY.


I LOST SIGHT OF THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT MOVING FORWARD ALONG ANY OF THE AVENUES TO SUCCESS WHICH I HAD WORKED AT AS I STRUGGLED TO REMAIN SOLVENT AND I TRIED TO BUY ANOTHER HOUSE WHICH WOULD BE IN VICTORIA NEAR WHERE I WAS WORKING.


WELL THROW ME INTO REVERSE AGAIN: I WAS ORDERED TO REBUILD ON THE SAME PROPERTY BY THE INSURANCE COMPANY AND THEN I WAS FORCED TO CREATE A NEW HOUSE SITE BY THE CRD. 


I HAVE ARRIVED AT THE END RESULT WHICH IS A LIFETIME OF MOSTLY NEGATIVE DISPOSABLE CASH FLOW AND A WHOLE LOT OF SITTING AROUND WITH NOTHING PLEASANT TO DO AND NO ONE PLEASANT AROUND HERE TO TALK TO AND AN ABSOLUTE WASTELAND, DEVOID OF INTERESTING EXPERIENCES, WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUT.



COMPARE THE STUDENT DEBT WHICH MANY PEOPLE ARE OVERWHELMED BY TO THE DEBT MY EX-WIFE GENERATED FOR ME.

STUDENTS ARE WAILING ABOUT THEIR TYPICALLY THIRTY THOUSAND DOLLAR STUDENT DEBT. 



MY EX-WIFE FORCED ME INTO $500,000. OF DEBT IN THE EARLY 1980'S. THAT WOULD BE $1,500,000. IN TODAY'S DOLLARS MULTIPLYING FOR INFLATION.





I REALLY DO THINK THAT IN MANY WAYS, RELATING TO GOLD PRICES AND REAL ESTATE PRICES THE $500,000. WOULD BE THE EQUIVALENT OF $3,000,000.



THIS CREATED PERSONAL POVERTY COUPLED WITH ONLY HARD LOW PAID LABOR FOR ME FOR LIFE. 



I DO OWN A LOT OF REAL ESTATE, MY HOME AT OTTER POINT WHICH I HAD BEFORE 1980. MY WIFE BORROWED MY FATHER'S MONEY FROM MY MOTHER SECURED BY MY HOUSE SO IT COST ME A LOT OF INHERITED MONEY IN 2000. (Edit May 10 2024: 2024 In 1964 my Mother took my $10K to $14K trust fund which would have been $60K to $88k by 1984 when my Mother allegedly gave my ex-wife business loan my Father's money, but Mother had more than the amount lent out, $47.5K, Mother and Father had $70K or $80K of my money.)  I HAVE OTHER REAL ESTATE WHICH I PURCHASED WITH INHERITED MONEY AFTER I WAS 55 YEARS OLD IN 2001.


STILL, THE PERSONAL POVERTY AFFECTS ME AS THE REAL ESTATE ABSORBS ALL MY EARNINGS AS  EXPENSES AND TAXES.  



THE 1980'S BEGAN WITH MY CONTINUING TO FINISH THE FIRST HOME AT OTTER POINT, RUNNING OUT OF MONEY AND TAKING A JOB IN VICTORIA SELLING CARS.


THE 80'S RIPENED INTO A TOTAL LOSS OF ALL MY POSSESSIONS BY ARSON AND MY HAVING TO BUILD A NEW HOME.


I WOULD HAVE BEEN DEBT FREE AS SOON AS I SOLD MY JEWELRY INVENTORY.


THERE WAS A COMBINATION OF THEFT AND ARSON WHICH ELIMINATED MY INVENTORY, DESTROYED MY TOOLS AND MY INSTRUMENTS AND ALL THE KID'S FURNISHINGS AND CLOTHING I HAD FOR THE FUTURE AND BURNT UP THE HOUSE.


I WAS NOT IN DEBT AFTER THE FIRE INSURANCE PAID FOR THE HOUSE BUT I BELIEVE I WAS CHEATED OUT OF MY "REPLACEMENT" INSURANCE.


THEN MY EX-WIFE BEGAN DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE LARGER HOUSE THAN I COULD AFFORD SHE DEMANDED I BUILD REQUIRED EVERYTHING I HAD PLUS $30,000 MORE FROM MY UNCLE AND MY AUNT.


I HAD NO CLOTHES OR SHOES EXCEPT FOR A COUPLE OF CAR SALES OUTFITS.


THEN THE IMPOSITION OF UNWANTED DEBT BEGAN POWERED BY DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE THREAT TO DISINHERIT ME FROM MY FATHER'S ASSETS.


MY EX-WIFE PUT ME INTO DEBT FOR A TOTAL OF OVER $500,000. INCLUDING THE EXTORTION COLLECTED AT $1500 TO $1800 PER MONTH FOR SIXTEEN YEARS, WHICH I HAD TO EARN AT HARD LOW PAID LABOR. I GOT ONLY GROCERIES AFTER I PAID MY EXTORTION PAYMENTS.

Friday, June 30, 2023

COMPARE THE STUDENT DEBT WHICH MANY PEOPLE ARE OVERWHELMED BY TO THE DEBT MY EX-WIFE GENERATED FOR ME.

STUDENTS ARE WAILING ABOUT THEIR TYPICALLY THIRTY THOUSAND DOLLAR STUDENT DEBT. 



MY EX-WIFE FORCED ME INTO $500,000. OF DEBT IN THE EARLY 1980'S. THAT WOULD BE $1,500,000. IN TODAY'S DOLLARS MULTIPLYING FOR INFLATION.





I REALLY DO THINK THAT IN MANY WAYS, RELATING TO GOLD PRICES AND REAL ESTATE PRICES THE $500,000. WOULD BE THE EQUIVALENT OF $3,000,000.



THIS CREATED PERSONAL POVERTY COUPLED WITH ONLY HARD LOW PAID LABOR FOR ME FOR LIFE. 



I DO OWN A LOT OF REAL ESTATE, MY HOME AT OTTER POINT WHICH I HAD BEFORE 1980. MY WIFE BORROWED MY FATHER'S MONEY FROM MY MOTHER SECURED BY MY HOUSE SO IT COST ME A LOT OF INHERITED MONEY IN 2000. I HAVE OTHER REAL ESTATE WHICH I PURCHASED WITH INHERITED MONEY AFTER I WAS 55 YEARS OLD IN 2001.


STILL, THE PERSONAL POVERTY AFFECTS ME AS THE REAL ESTATE ABSORBS ALL MY EARNINGS AS  EXPENSES AND TAXES.  



THE 1980'S BEGAN WITH MY CONTINUING TO FINISH THE FIRST HOME AT OTTER POINT, RUNNING OUT OF MONEY AND TAKING A JOB IN VICTORIA SELLING CARS.


THE 80'S RIPENED INTO A TOTAL LOSS OF ALL MY POSSESSIONS BY ARSON AND MY HAVING TO BUILD A NEW HOME.


I WOULD HAVE BEEN DEBT FREE AS SOON AS I SOLD MY JEWELRY INVENTORY.


THERE WAS A COMBINATION OF THEFT AND ARSON WHICH ELIMINATED MY INVENTORY, DESTROYED MY TOOLS AND MY INSTRUMENTS AND ALL THE KID'S FURNISHINGS AND CLOTHING I HAD FOR THE FUTURE AND BURNT UP THE HOUSE.


I WAS NOT IN DEBT AFTER THE FIRE INSURANCE PAID FOR THE HOUSE BUT I BELIEVE I WAS CHEATED OUT OF MY "REPLACEMENT" INSURANCE.


THEN MY EX-WIFE BEGAN DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE LARGER HOUSE THAN I COULD AFFORD SHE DEMANDED I BUILD REQUIRED EVERYTHING I HAD PLUS $30,000 MORE FROM MY UNCLE AND MY AUNT.


I HAD NO CLOTHES OR SHOES EXCEPT FOR A COUPLE OF CAR SALES OUTFITS.


THEN THE IMPOSITION OF UNWANTED DEBT BEGAN POWERED BY DIVORCE THREAT EXTORTION AND THE THREAT TO DISINHERIT ME FROM MY FATHER'S ASSETS.


MY EX-WIFE PUT ME INTO DEBT FOR A TOTAL OF OVER $500,000. INCLUDING THE EXTORTION COLLECTED AT $1500 TO $1800 PER MONTH FOR SIXTEEN YEARS, WHICH I HAD TO EARN AT HARD LOW PAID LABOR. I GOT ONLY GROCERIES AFTER I PAID MY EXTORTION PAYMENTS.

Friday, June 16, 2023

FATHER'S DAY IS COMING UP, TO ME IT IS THE BIGGEST JOKE TIME OF THE YEAR.

This is an email I sent to one of two people at loggerheads over the publicity surrounding cross dressing, to understate that in the interest of decorum, the other was on the phone and I told him.
There is a lot of disagreement regarding varying degrees of Cross.Dressing 
If you can tell that it's a boy or whatever, they are not doing a very good performance and they should stick to 
playing in soundproof practice basements like the same level of musicianship would have to be.
There is no special value to aberration unless it is truly extraordinary and very well done.
I wrote that the erosion of the recognition of true value and contribution began with the "Women's Rights" 
movement. Despite we the men supporting most families and the children and keeping the farms and trains running 
on time we were of less value than women because of the intrinsic worth they possessed without manifesting that.
The Trans Sexuals can flaunt their aberrant vision but my contention that the worth of Family Supporting men has 
been under valued and misrepresented is somehow alien and offensive. 



WASTE NOT WASTE NOT@blogspot 

BY BULL RUSH FROG.

 

DISTRACTED HUMANS


THE WORLD IS BURNING AND PEOPLE ARE PREOCCUPIED WITH MEN WHO DRESS AS WOMEN, WOMEN WHO DRESS AS MEN, AND WITH FIGHTING OVER THINGS THAT SHOULD BE KEPT PRIVATE. 

Tuesday, June 6, 2023

WOMEN ARE RAPED AND STALKED. MEN ARE SUBJECTED TO PRESSURE TO DO WHAT WOMEN WANT THEM TO. THERE ARE SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES FROM THE CONTROLLING BEHAVIOR FOR THE VICTIMS.

 WOMEN ARE RAPED AND STALKED. 

MEN ARE SUBJECTED TO PRESSURE TO DO WHAT WOMEN WANT THEM TO DO.

THERE ARE SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES FOR BOTH GENDERS WHEN THEY ARE THE VICTIMS OF THE CONTROLLING BEHAVIOR.

ONE TOOL FITS ALL APPLICATIONS OF THEIR WILL.

EUREKA, I HAVE AN EMPIRICAL THOUGHT!


REGARDLESS OF WHAT THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN'S CRIMINAL GANG WANTED ME TO DO, THAT WOULD BE MANIPULATED THROUGH CREATING UNBEARABLE STRESS.


WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MY DAUGHTER REBECCA, MY GIRLFRIEND ANN AND MY AUNT ANNETTE NONE OF THE WOMEN I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE HAD TRIED TO ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING BY WORKING AND SAVING TO FINANCE THEIR OWN ASPIRATION.


THE WOMEN WOULD CREATE STRESS, INVOKE INTERVENTION UNDER COLOR OF LAW AND DEFAME ME TO GET ME TO DO WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO DO.


ANOTHER EXCEPTION TO THE "NON WORKING" WOMEN WAS MY MOTHER IN LAW WHO MADE TAILORED WOMEN'S CLOTHING AND EVEN WEDDING DRESSES.


IN ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF HOW BADLY BEHAVED WOMEN ACTED, MY EX-WIFE REFUSED TO WEAR ANY CLOTHING MADE BY HER MOTHER.


I BECOME VIRTUALLY PARALYZED FROM STRESS BEING APPLIED TO ME TO FORCE ME TO COMPLY WITH THE WISHES OF MY HARASSERS, I COLLAPSE FROM WHAT MAY BE "STIFF PERSON SYNDROME". 


I JUST LEARNED ABOUT "STIFF PERSON", I RESEARCHED  A NUMBER OF ONLINE PAGES AND I DISCOVERED THAT THE SYMPTOMS AND THE TRIGGERING OF DECLINES MATCHED UP WITH WHAT I EXPERIENCED AND THE EPISODES I HAVE DOCUMENTED ON "DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED"@blogspot.

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Wednesday, April 26, 2023

I THOUGHT AND I THOUGHT AND I THOUGHT AND I THINK I MIGHT HAVE FIGURED OUT WHY WOMEN ARE AS SELF ENTITLED AS THEY ARE


IF THE WOMAN HAD A PAMPERED CHILDHOOD, AND SHE WAS PLIED WITH ALCOHOL AND DRUGS AND FAVORS AS A YOUNG WOMAN AND THEN SHE WAS COURTED AND FLATTERED AS A SEXUALLY ACTIVE MATURE WOMAN:


THE PAMPERED CHILD NEVER HAS ANY CONSTRAINTS AS AN ADOLESCENT AND AS A MATURE WOMAN AND THE RESULT IS:

SHE IS SPOILED ROTTEN.



NO WOMAN EVER BOUGHT ME A NICE SHRIMP DINNER LIKE THIS. I, HOWEVER, BOUGHT MY LAST GIRLFRIEND LOUISE MANY FINE SHRIMP DINNERS LIKE THESE WITH SPARKLING CLIQUOT CHAMPAGNE 


 


Monday, April 24, 2023

DEFICIT SOCIAL CURRENCY; I HAVE BEEN SOCIALLY BANKRUPTED. I HAVE NO SOCIAL CAPITAL, I HAVE NO SOCIAL INTERACTION, I HAVE NO SEXUAL ACTIVITY, I HAVE NO VISITORS AND I HAVE NO SOCIAL PROTECTION.

IN THE LAST FIVE YEARS, THE WAGES I HAVE TO PAY TO DO PROJECTS AROUND MY PROPERTY HAVE RISEN 40%.


THE INFLATION HAS CREATED A SITUATION WHERE I CAN NO LONGER EMPLOY ANYONE TO ASSIST ME WITH NONESSENTIAL PROJECTS AND  SPECULATIVE ARTISTIC PROJECTS. 


IN THE SAME MANNER AND RESULT, MY SOCIAL CAPITAL HAS BEEN DEPLETED AS MORE AND MORE SOCIAL CAPITAL HAS BEEN GIVEN TO WOMEN. 


WOMEN HAVE BEEN IN CAPRICIOUS CHARGE OF SEXUAL ACTIVITY FOR A LONG TIME. MY EX WIFE MOVED IN AND CANCELLED NORMAL SEXUAL RELATIONS TO INSTITUTE A TOLL ROAD.


MOTHER HAD ALREADY STOLEN OR DIVERTED ALL OF MY INHERITED MONEY AND PROPERTY SO ALL I HAD WAS A HOME TO SHELTER MY CHILDREN IN.


THEN, BASED ON HER ABILITY TO HAVE A NO FAULT DIVORCE, WHERE DESPITE MY HAVING COMMITTED NO FAULT, I WOULD LOSE EVERYTHING I HAD TO LAW FEES MY EX WIFE DEMANDED CONTROL OF MY ASSETS, AND BORROWED ON THEM. 


BETTY OR TRIXIE LOST EVERYTHING I HAD ANYWAY IN HER MISCONSTRUED BUSINESS SCHEMES BY TAKING OVER THE FAMILY BREADWINNER POSITION WITHOUT WINNING ANY BREAD.


IN ADDITION TO THE CONTROL OF SEX AND FINANCES, WOMEN HAVE AN UNLIMITED, UNRESTRAINED AND UNCONTROLLED ACCESS TO POLICE, POLICE SERVICES AND POLICE RECORDS.


I HAD NO ACCESS TO THE JUDICIAL SYSTEM. MY EX WIFE USED THIS SITUATION TO FALSELY ACCUSE ME OF OUTRIGHT PERVERSION AND LAWYERS WOULD NOT REPRESENT ME. OTHER WOMEN AT THE ALF TOONE BECAME AWARE OF MY EX WIFE'S LIES AND DROVE ME OFF OF MY ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENTS AND SENT THE POLICE AND BY LAW OFFICERS  TO SUBJECT ME TO CRIPPLING FAKE 911 CALL RAIDS AT THE ROCKCLIFFE AND HERE AT OTTER POINT.


THE END RESULT IS THAT I HAVE NO SOCIAL CAPITAL, I HAVE NO SOCIAL INTERACTION, I HAVE NO SEXUAL ACTIVITY, I HAVE NO VISITORS AND I HAVE NO SOCIAL PROTECTION.



I HAVE BEEN SOCIALLY BANKRUPTED.

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