THE RECOGNITION OF EQUALITY BETWEEN MEN AND WOMEN OVERLOOKED THE EXPERIENCE AND TECHNICAL AND EDUCATIONAL QUALIFICATIONS WHICH WERE HELD BY MEN. MEN HAD WORKED HARD TO GET THESE SKILLS.

THE RECOGNITION OF EQUALITY BETWEEN MEN AND WOMEN OVERLOOKED THE EXPERIENCE AND TECHNICAL AND EDUCATIONAL QUALIFICATIONS WHICH WERE HELD BY MEN. MEN HAD WORKED HARD TO GET THESE SKILLS.

THE WOMEN WHO MARRIED THE HARD WORKING AND SUCCESSFUL, UNTIL THEN MEN IN THE COLLARD FAMILY HAD NOT EVEN GRADUATED FROM A REAL HIGH SCHOOL COURSE BUT THEY TOOK OVER.

MY MOTHER, GRADE SIX EDUCATED, LED THE PACK. MY MOTHER  STOLE  EVERY INHERITANCE I WOULD HAVE HAD AND WOULD NOT LET THE MONEY HELD BY MY FATHER AND HER, THUS, BE USED IN ANY BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY THAT WOULD HAVE ENRICHED COLLARD FAMILY INDIVIDUALS OR THE ENTIRE COLLARD FAMILY. MY MOTHER HAD NO KNOWLEDGE AND NEITHER DID MY WIFE WHO TOOK OVER AND LOST MY ASSETS.

THE WHOLE COLLARD "FAMILY WAS IN AGREEMENT" SAID MY EX-WIFE. I WAS TO PUT EVERYTHING I OWNED INTO HER FIRST *NOT SUBSIDIZED FOR NINCOMPOOPS BY GOVERNMENT* JOB.

IT WAS TO BE A "MAJOR BUSINESS WITH HER AS THE OPERATOR" OR I WOULD BE DIVORCED AND DISINHERITED. I DID HER BIDDING BUT I WAS DIVORCED AND DISINHERITED CONSTANTLY TOO BY ALL OF THE CRAZY WOMEN.

REGARDING THE MONEY BEING LENT TO MY EX-WIFE WITH ME BEING REQUIRED TO PAY IT BACK FOR HER AND PAY 13 3/4% INTEREST TO MY MOTHER. IT WAS ISABEL COLLARD'S DREAM TO HAVE ME MAKING  PAYMENTS TO HER, TO HER, IT WAS MOTHER EARNING. 

I HAD STUDIED AND BEEN ON COURSES AND I HAD BEEN IN BUSINESS BY MYSELF. 

I HAD PLAYED AT LEAST ONE MUSICAL INSTRUMENT VERY WELL. I OPERATED A COMPLICATED ART AND ARTISAN'S SHOP FACTORY WHERE I SERVED ANY JEWELER WHO CONTACTED ME WITH SILVER AND 23 COLORS AND KARATS IN GOLD CASTINGS.

I PERSONALLY MADE VERY UNIQUE SILVER AND GOLD ARTIFACTS. 

I HAD A  CREW OF CONTRACT POLISHERS.

WE COULD MAKE YOU ZILLIONS OF ANYTHING *YOU* COULD IMAGINE.

EXAGGERATION IS INCONSISTENT WITH TOTAL RECALL

TOTAL RECALL REQUIRES AN ASSIDUOUS 

VIEWING AND REVIEWING OF EVERY 

ASPECT OF EVERYTHING WHICH I 

DECLARE TO BE WHAT HAS HAPPENED.

I QUOTED SOMEONE WHO HAD MADE A STATEMENT TO SOMEONE ELSE. THE RESPONSE WAS THAT MY INFORMANT EXAGGERATED AND THEN THERE IS THE BIG CRAZY WITH THE REBUTTAL, "LIKE YOU DO".

WHAT COULD SOMEONE WHO SOUGHT TO DISCREDIT ME MAKE OF THIS CRAZY UNNECESSARY AND DEPRECIATING CONDEMNATION OF MY VERACITY, ACCURACY, AND THE ACUITY OF MY PERCEPTION AND COMMUNICATION OF MY PERCEPTIONS WHICH IS WHAT ALL OF THIS WRITING IS ABOUT.

I WROTE AND PRODUCED HUNDREDS OF VIDEOS AND EVERY NUANCE, EVERY EXPRESSION AND VOICE TONE AND ALL OF THE CONTENT WERE EXTENSIVELY VETTED.

I had a production expiditer and researcher who with myself would spend hours upon hours looking for the accurate speeches of politicians and I would even try to do my cartoon voices with accuracy and honesty. Always everything as accurate as possible.

Exaggeration always indicates inaccuracy. When one is creating cartoons, exaggeration and extrapolation are hallmarks of the technicians craft. Still, the exaggeration and extrapolation should be of an intellectually sound nature.

 I consider any inaccuracy as a discrediting disqualifier. What the hell would I do that for?

I do not have to defend myself or my sacred cows by making false accusations. Such prevarication is widely accepted and just an intimation of prevarication will cause many persons to discredit careful accurate unexaggerated reporting on personalities, facts and events.  

Dark Imaginings Live performance by Lindon Collard

FEAR AND LOATHING RUIN EVERYTHING

THE MINUTE THE POLICE ARE HOSTILE TOWARDS A MUSICIAN OR AN ARTIST, ABSOLUTE FREEDOM IS LOST FOREVER.

THIS MEANS THAT AS SOON AS A NOISE COMPLAINT IS LODGED IN THE CAPITAL REGIONAL DISTRICT A MUSICIAN'S WORK IS SUBJECT TO A HEINOUS REGIME WHERE ANY NOTICE OF THE MUSICIAN'S WORK, IF PEOPLE CAN HEAR IT THAT IS ENOUGH FOR BYLAW ENFORCEMENT IN THE CRD  TO GATHER A SWAT TEAM TO VISIT YOUR STUDIO  AND SCARE THE CONFIDENCE YOU HAVE RIGHT THE HELL OUT OF YOU.

THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE CALLS THE POLICE SPECIFICALLY TARGETING YOU WITHOUT YOUR HAVING DONE ANY HARM TO THEM OR TO ANYONE A NEW TERRIFYING DANGEROUS AND UNPREDICTABLE REALITY IS INSTITUTED.

YOU MAY NOT BELIEVE IT BUT THE FREE EXPRESSION OF OFF THE WALL OR EXUBERANT MUSICAL PERFORMANCE IS NO LONGER CAREFREE. 

TERRIBLE PSYCHOLOGICAL CHANGE IS WROUGHT .

THE MUSICIAN AND PERFORMER IS UNDER SCRUTINY, EVEN HOW HE DRESSES AND WHO HE KNOWS HAVE TO BE THOUGHT ABOUT INSTEAD OF THINKING MUSIC. 

I HAD MONSTERS IN THE WINDOWS AT THE GOTHIC BURRVILLA WHAT WOULD THE DOGCATCHERS THINK?

OUR TRUST, SUPPORT AND FORBEARANCE CAN BE EXHAUSTED

I GOT MARRIED AND THREE YEARS LATER MY EX-WIFE MOVED IN TO THE SECOND HOME I HAD PROVIDED MY FAMILY. THE FIRST HOME WAS BURNT DOWN. 

BETTY OR TRIXIE HAD TAKEN OVER THE SUPERVISION OF THE CONSTRUCTION OF THIS SECOND HOME WITH A LABORIOUS  DISASTROUS RESULT. I HAD TO WORK SELLING VOLVO AND FIX THE POORLY DONE HOME AND THE STRIPPED LAND AND THE HOUSE WAS IN A HOLE WITH WATER RUNNING INTO IT FROM EVERYWHERE.

MY EX SAID "THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A GOOD MARRIAGE. I AM NOT GOING TO COOK CLEAN OR FUCK. FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU". "GO, GO" SHE SAID WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO". YES, GO, I HAD NOTHING BUT THE BOTCHED HOME. SHE WANTED THAT FOR HERSELF.

I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENT EXPERIENCE. IT WAS A BAD EXPERIENCE WITH A BAD WOMAN, MY MOTHER. MY OPINION OF WOMEN ROSE DRAMATICALLY WHEN I BEGAN TO HAVE ENJOYABLE SEX WITH WOMEN.

AFTER I WAS DESTROYED BY MY EX-WIFE, I HAD GIRLFRIENDS AND WE HAD SEX AND MY OPINION OF WOMEN ROSE AGAIN. I HAVE NOT HAD SEX SINCE I WAS DRIVEN OFF OF MY APARTMENT BY THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE COOP. 

I HAVE HAD A NUMBER OF BAD EXPERIENCES CAUSED BY WOMEN I DID NOT KNOW WITHOUT HAVING SPOKEN    TO THEM AND CAUSED BY THREATS OR THE DISPATCH OF POLICE BASED ON THEIR FABRICATIONS. I AM UNLAWFULLY CONFINED THUS AND I BECOME PARALYZED BY TONIC IMMOBILITY.

NEEDLESS TO SAY, MY TOLERANCE OF MISBEHAVIOR BY WOMEN HAS BECOME NON-EXISTENT AND MY WILLINGNESS TO OVERLOOK THE VAIN MAKEUP AND HIGH HEELS AFFECTATION HAS DISAPPEARED.

WHEN OTHER WOMEN ENGAGE IN BAD BEHAVIOR OR CAUSE TROUBLE OR JUST PLAIN DO NOT COOPERATE WITH MEN'S NEED FOR SEX WHEN THEY HAVE OBLIGATED THEMSELVES TO HAVE SEX.

IT WOULD BE IN WOMEN'S INTEREST TO ADVISE AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE AND ALL THAT TO CONTINUE ENJOYING MEN'S TOLERANCE AND FORBEARANCE. 

THAT WOULD BE OTHER MEN'S TOLERANCE AND FORBEARANCE AND SUPPORT BECAUSE I HAVE NONE LEFT.

AS TO THE INCREDIBLE HEAVINESS OF FALSEHOODERS

I JUST NOW WAS REMINDED THAT MY SON VINCE WAS DEFAMED TO POLICE. MY EX WIFE, THOUGH SHE KNEW THIS, PROCEEDED BY PROXY TO DO THE SAME THING TO ME, BY "USING THE POLICE".

WHAT THIS BRINGS TO MIND IS THAT I DID NOT REMEMBER THIS FACT AS THERE WAS NO CINEMATOGRAPHIC MEMORY OF IT.

THERE WILL HAVE TO BE A WHOLE LOT OF QUESTIONING CARRIED OUT TO FIND OUT ABOUT ALL THE BAD THINGS THAT WERE DONE TO AND SAID ABOUT ME.

POOKIEMEN

THERE IS INCREDIBLE DANGER POSED BY POOKIEMEN. DO YOU EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE POOKIEMEN? YOU HAVE SURELY MET POOKIEMEN. THEY WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE.

WERE YOU FORTUNATE ENOUGH AS TO ESCAPE OR TO NEVER ENCOUNTER THE POOKIE MEN? I WAS NOT. THEY RUINED EVERYTHING FOR ME FOLLOWING THE PUNITIVE AND ORDERS OF  MALIGNANT FEMALE SUPREMACISTS.